Runboard.com
Слава Україні!
Community logo


       Sign up (learn about it) | Sign in (lost password?)

 
cutiekitten Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Platinum Member
 


Registered: 10-2006
Posts: 2029
Karma: 16 (+16/-0)
  
Broken


Ok so me and my mum fell out
she told me to leave her alone and for 2 days ive stayed in my room and havent spoken to anyone but people online and on the forums. And all she has done is call me names.

Shes called me a slag about 7 times in the past few days and all other names.

I think my phsyc is worried about me, she phoned today because me and my mum had a row yesterday and i repeated a comment that jess had said emoticon big mistake!
And now my mum has wrote to the hospital manager and saying that jess is out of order and she needs to be sorted out. So i text eileen this morning because i didnt see the letter until after she had gone and told her to ask jess to ring me. And jess phoned me and i explained what had happened and told her how sorry i was but she said "dont worry about it you mum can complain if she wants, and we will reply to her, but you look after you, we are here to support you and we care about you" that made me feel a tad better for a matter of seconds before my mum called me again. And she said "tell her to come along to the CPA meeting" and i said "im not coming, i dont feel so great right now" and jess said "see what you feel like tomorro but we want you to come coz we can sort out what help we can give you now with the situation your in now" and so ive thought about it all day and im gona go and see them tomorro.

I went to a mates over the road and another family friend was in there and she pulled me up and said "did you tell your mam i said something that your mam had told me to you" and i said "no" and she said "thats what she said" and i said "shes just trying to cause trouble ignore her" and then i told her about me being accepted for single key and she was so happ for me even ann another family friend was happy. And then caz said "you mum told us about the comment the doc made and stuff" and i thought what else is she gona do to me.

Im so screwed up inside right now i feel so alone round here i mean my mum asked me to leave her alone and i have but shes still torturing me with the names and now trying to cause trouble with the people round here and apparently she has told caz about some of the stuff shes put in the letter and that.

I dont know what to do right now
Shes set the voices off chanting that im a slag they are echoing through my head i cant make them stop *sobs*

---
***
My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Why has everything got to be so intense with me
****


29/8/07, 23:01 Link to this post   
 
ScattyCat Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Head Admin
 


Registered: 12-2005
Location: Cambridgeshire, UK
Posts: 17975
Karma: 128 (+129/-1)
  



oh hunni!! the sooner u r out of there the better!! there is light at the end of the tunnel so hang on!!! u can do this!! xxx

---



30/8/07, 17:47 Link to this post   
 
Impossible Princess Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Admin
 


Registered: 12-2005
Location: UK
Posts: 5806
Karma: 27 (+27/-0)
  
Re: Broken


scattys right. the end of the tunnels not too far away hold on in there.
take care
claire xxx

---

queen of darkness the princess of the house of pain
30/8/07, 18:33 Link to this post   
 
cutiekitten Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Platinum Member
 


Registered: 10-2006
Posts: 2029
Karma: 16 (+16/-0)
  



I cant hold on

---
***
My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Why has everything got to be so intense with me
****


30/8/07, 19:32 Link to this post   
 
Impossible Princess Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Admin
 


Registered: 12-2005
Location: UK
Posts: 5806
Karma: 27 (+27/-0)
  
Re: Broken


please keep trying hun *hugs*
take care
claire xxx

---

queen of darkness the princess of the house of pain
30/8/07, 21:53 Link to this post   
 
ScattyCat Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Head Admin
 


Registered: 12-2005
Location: Cambridgeshire, UK
Posts: 17975
Karma: 128 (+129/-1)
  



u can hold on. keep fighting!! xxxx

---



1/9/07, 11:48 Link to this post   
 
loopylady Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Moderator
 


Registered: 12-2005
Location: Lost in Space :(
Posts: 2652
Karma: 19 (+19/-0)
  



Hang in there hunni *hugs*

---
~*~ Bleed me dry of blood and tears ~*~
19/9/07, 14:00 Link to this post   
 
cutiekitten Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Platinum Member
 


Registered: 10-2006
Posts: 2029
Karma: 16 (+16/-0)
  



Thanx guys

Things have settled down at home but i dont trust her not one bit i cant

---
***
My heart beat, beats me senselessly
Why has everything got to be so intense with me
****


19/9/07, 15:00 Link to this post   
 
ScattyCat Profile
Live feed
Blog
Friends
Miscellaneous info

Head Admin
 


Registered: 12-2005
Location: Cambridgeshire, UK
Posts: 17975
Karma: 128 (+129/-1)
  



im glad things have settled down a bit. try and keep things on even keel as best u can until u move out. xxxxxxxx

---



19/9/07, 18:26 Link to this post   
 


Add a reply





You are not logged in (login)
~Hope you liked the site and come back soon!~
Back To Top