Registered: 08-2006 Location: Standing in the wreckage Posts: 2212 Karma: 10 (+10/-0)
WOW i just can't beleive it. You are supposed to be the mods- you are not supposed to be the one supporting petty bull !@#$. I was hopping other wise I really was but not one but 2 of you did did things to confirm it. one of you i knew had issues with me but i had not that ought would be that petty long term. and the other of you- i am so ashamed to discover it as you sometimes relpy to my threads and offre advise and though we differ a lot and I often think you are too much of a hard ass- I also often admired your level headedness- well boy I guess I was wrong on that. i am appaled. why even reply to me if you hade that much an issue with me- there is no need to- you know which threads are mine why even read then then? i guess it gave you some sick satisfaction. at least I never though of you as much more than an aquaintence but the other of you I did call friend and I am ashamed of that now.
Your petty crap has also likely cost me a friend irl as well. If you had acted like grown up, wich you bothe are -not even the teens on the board, and told me in a polite note what was wrong we could then have agreed to satay out of each otheres way and that would have been that. all this behind peoples back !@#$ which i suppose you thought was all clever and sneeky just made it all worse. I hope you can sleep with yourselves at night but given how you've both acted I highly doubt you have a concience.
Registered: 12-2005 Location: Cambridgeshire, UK Posts: 17975 Karma: 128 (+129/-1)
… crikey! what on earth has happened?! is this on a runboard board or is this one of the other ones u go on? can u go into more detail as to what they said and how their actions meant u lost another friend? im really sorry u have been let down xoxox
Registered: 08-2006 Location: Standing in the wreckage Posts: 2212 Karma: 10 (+10/-0)
Re: WOW sorry to dump more inhere as I know I' not ever around and no one know whats going on and I don't know what to say nore would I have enough time and energy to give to othere if I did..but this relates in some way to the above...sorry
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some people always seem be be so good at making me feel even worse about my issues
my head is so muddled today I can sort nothing out and physically crap as well
I really need someone to talk about it to
I'm sure it's trival to others but it is what is is for me
all adds up to me feeling I don't matter at all if such stupid things distress me
other people have worse thing I know
so I should just buck up
Registered: 12-2005 Location: Cambridgeshire, UK Posts: 17975 Karma: 128 (+129/-1)
… im really sorry ppl think that. thats really not fair at all!!! its ok just to use this space to rant in. thats what this section is for. im sorry things seem to be so bad at the moment. what has been happening? if u need to talk about it u can do it here. as angel said, anything that upsets u is NOT trivial!! xxxx
Registered: 08-2006 Location: Standing in the wreckage Posts: 2212 Karma: 10 (+10/-0)
Re: WOW It anoys me that you never have anything nice, kind or encouraging to say when I am trying/doing something positive or feeling ok about things....
yet you are so quick to jump all over anything negative and critisise....
you know it ends to help people more if they get confirmantion/encouragement during those times that are good- for them to follow through and keep them going...I'd rather you didn't comment at all if you are never going to say anything nice or even send a hug when I specifically am in a more positive mode.
xoxox
