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Hey I replied to this post in your pm emoticon Hope you're going ok hun <3
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Hey Evoke,

Thank you so much for your pm! I'll do a nice long reply for you I promise emoticon

This weekend hasn't been the greatest I must admit. My younger brother having a car crash was a major blow. Especially considering the timing, it wasn't great. Thankfully he is ok apart from shock and whiplash. Was a head on and his car is a write off. He's not taking it so well and I got in a bit of a state. Its been a really tearful weekend...Feeling very down and miserable at the moment. xxxxxxxx

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Re: Rants and Musings...


 emoticon hope you and he are ok
take care xx

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He is ok. Broken hearted about his car. He'd not had it long and had been working on it himself and he tinkered with it every weekend and was ever so proud of it. Its really knocked his confidence. The guy in the other car got out and started shouting at my brother to get out of the car and he was being really aggressive which didn't help. A witness said the other guy had just gone speeding past them, well over the limit, so we think he was trying to blame my brother. Its a really nasty fen road and there have been a lot of accidents there in the past, but it's one my brother knows really well. He was so lucky. The car is wreck. Its just really shaken us all up. Esp bearing in mind what happened with Rob. Was horrible timing. Just really don't feel very safe being in cars at the moment. I can feel myself heading towards hysteria and for every car I can see on the road, I just see all the ways it could crash in my head. It's not a great feeling. Did seriously think about giving up my car. I do love my car. But it's just not safe. Feels like it's this curse that's creeping closer and closer to me and each time it gets closer it takes out someone I love. I just can't stand it. Sorry about the rant. Just thinking about it makes me start to panic. xxxxx

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i'm glad your brother is ok. i wish there was something i could say to make it better xx

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Thank you. I am glad he is ok too! I dont think there is anything that can be said emoticon Im planning on bringing it up in therapy on Tues so who knows, she may have some insights....? xxxxx

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Hey, thanks I look foward to it emoticon I'm sorry to hear what happened to your brother, it's good he wasn't badly hurt but not right there are guys like the one who hit your bro owning and driving a car..no wonder you're upset and in manic after what happened to Rob, and to know something bad could of happened to your bro (god forbid) is terrible. Maybe talking to the therapist will help, and I hope it does..it's not fair for you to feel this way hun.

Did your bro get the oppenents and the witnesses details, if he thought it was worth it and to have justice for what happened to him and his car, maybe he could take it to court; just a suggestion. I'm glad he is ok and you too, thinking of you and please take care xxxx
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I am sorry this is a bit of a late reply. I dont know what I have been doing lately. I always seem to be busy or exhausted. My brother is doing a lot better and has bought a new car and he should be able to pick it up before Xmas if he is lucky. Its starting to look like the other guy didnt actually have insurance as he hasnt been in touch with my brothers insurers despite having all the details, and when the insurers called to take his statement it turned out it was his rents house and he is of no fixed abode...He isnt answering anyones calls about settlements or anything so it all looks very suspicious. It wasnt even his car either, it was his dads...So it all looks very odd indeed!

Went to see Rob yesterday and I am very glad I went. Had been dreading it and at the same time getting desperate to go. I don't deal with feeling so conflicted very well. Didnt help passing a 4 car pile up on the way there either. Think the snowy conditions were causing problems from traffic. Im very glad we went though. Just very tiring and emotionally draining.

Today has been an odd day. Mini rows with my sister, yet again. I hate this. Felt like I did really well diet wise today but for some reason felt miserable all day. Why cant I feel good that I got something vaguely right for once?

Anyway, enough rambling. Im tired. Therapy tomorrow. xx

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That's great your bro got a new car emoticon I can't believe the guy was dodgy though, so his dad didn't know anything of it? Have you's heard anything else about it?

As I said in the death/grief forum it's always hard visiting the grave of the person you loved but am glad it went ok and hope it helped.

We haven't talked for a while, but I've been thinking of you and hope you're ok, how are things? Good on you for going well on the diet emoticon Have you lost any weight since starting it? I better go..take care xxxx
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Hey Evoke, thank you for posting. Its been hard to get online over the festive season with family and things. How was ur xmas and new year? I hope you had a good one emoticon My brother has has a payout for his car now which is good so I think its now all solved? It was good going to the grave. Sad too but I think I feel better for it. Xmas and new yr were good but the time in between and since has not been so good. Been very low and tearful a lot of the time. I dont really know why. Just feel very hopeless and low a lot of the time. Diet has been a bit up and down with all the family meals and things but I didnt gain over Xmas and I have a lot a little since. So who knows. Ive been purging more lately though which is not so good. Its been 3 and a half weeks without self harm and I think its getting to me. Was in my dreams last night. I hate that. I wake up and panic that Ive done something in my sleep. But I think the purging is just a replacement of the self harm. Just something more to keep an eye on. On the plus side I hardly drank over xmas which is impressive for me! I hope ur doing ok and Ive been thinking of you. Its good to see you on the board again emoticon Lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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