Dorotea
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Registered: 06-2005
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Have A New Boyfriend...
I am not, I repeat, NOT the good girl here.
There's this guy who sits next to me in my writing class named Cory. He's a very, VERY good-looking individual and I've been secretly drooling over him since the day I first saw him. The problems is that I think my boyfriend Isaac found out about it from a blog entry I wrote where I asked for tips on how to talk to Cory.
Yeah, I sound like a real !@#$, but please try to understand that I've been used a lot by men in the past. Part of me is scared to death of getting into a committed relationship. I think that Isaac wants me to just have him and only him, but I'm afraid to do that. Now I fear that I've hurt his feelings and I don't know what to do, other than tell him I'm sorry and hope for the best.
I just assume that most men play the field and don't really care about commitment, but Isaac isn't your typical dude apparently. There are too many voices in my head on this issue and I don't know which to listen to. The heart can be foolish and week and the mind can be cold.
That blog was written on Friday, and it was Saturday when my grandmother died. He was very supportive and sweet towards me the whole night and it made me realize that maybe he's for real on this. Still I'm nervous.
Sigh
Last edited by Dorotea, 6/10/09, 15:05
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6/10/09, 15:04
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