badattitudemia
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Registered: 07-2006
Location: Pennsylvania
Posts: 521
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Random from top of head
I am alive,
I am here,
I am lost,
I continue to fear,
I'm scared of everything,
even things that I shoudn't,
I wanted to make bigger steps,
but somehow I just couldn't.
Even when things are well,
I'm still in a bad mood,
It becomes so bad,
I begin to even reject food.
I keep having bad thoughts,
I count the prescriptions,
why am I still feeling this way?
I can't take these emotions.
When I'm feeling manic,
I honestly love the feeling,
but i then become sad,
because i'll soon lose this feeling.
I'm sick of meds,
I'm sick of dealing,
why is it taking long,
to feel the healing.
I don't want attention,
I don't feel it's nessessary,
All I want is an ear,
But i can't seem to get that even barely.
Yeah, I'm not the best writer,
I don't know whens the last time I wrote like this,
This is more of a rant,
Wow, I really do miss.
Time to go now,
time to get offline,
i'll see you all,
again next time.
-Tomia aka Mia (Me)
It's weird how all this came out of my mind out of no where. Sorry I've been gone for so long.....and still, it's not ending. :,(
--- ~*Mama Mia*~
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15/3/10, 6:26
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